Try to be Good

You can't show everyone who you really are.
I'd say I can't show everyone my kindness. Although, I'd like to... since most people know me as an ill-tempered one. And as many have told me, I give off the impression that I'm stingy.
I mean, seriously, one should be able to blame one's facial structure or feature for the way people judge you. But I'm not stingy, and I try not to be.
I'd love to be someone little children would initially deem a nice lady.

Truth is, I can be very patient, and be helpful to great extents. Sometimes I can even be generous. I'm not praising myself here. I just want to describe myself from the personal eye.
Anyway, but whose bubble doesn't burst when his humility is stepped on?
There are even times when I try to be kind even then. Because I am a woman of faith. And also, because I have come across the phrase, "Benefit of the doubt", and I have tried to apply it countless times.
But I guess I can also say that what made it even easier for me to give someone the benefit of the doubt is a little thought called "innate goodness". Don't you think people were all originally uncorrupted? We are not savage animals.

If someone pisses me off, I make up excuses for them. I have to note here, though, that it has not always been a good idea to do that for someone, especially if the person is (plainly stated): a real douchebag. But all the other times, it works.
I think if the situation was the other way around, I'd want someone to imagine being in my shoes too, that's IF I was pissed myself and couldn't help but take it out on the world, because I'm a total douche. Right?

I am simply saying that it is helping me be less grumpy or cranky. It's like follow-up rehab after going to Church (since that's where you learn all this stuff mostly if not through really good, really rare, and TONS of books). And I know I won't ever be able to conquer the world with my little acts of kindness, or show people that I'm not as bad as they think I am... but maybe by doing so, people will eventually remember me as a nice person.